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Only work for short-sighted people...

2008-11-18T22:17:00.003+08:00

If you are a short-sighted people, you would probably see Marilyn Monroe? Make sure you are 1 meter away from your computer screen.

What can you see (actually) ...

2008-11-18T22:13:00.003+08:00

What can you see from this picture? :)

Unused Icons...

2008-02-15T01:12:00.002+08:00

Today, when I switched on my computer, I saw this little caption box appeared on the right hand bottom corner saying "Please cleanup some unused icons." It reminded me about the recent hot news in Hong Kong, Edison Chen sex scandal. Well, I guessed it's time for cleaning out some unused icons for good.

See white say black...

2008-02-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

Recently, there is a sex photo scandal case by Edison Chan. I think it will definitely affect alot of people and entertainment industry in Hong Kong. Today, when I read the online chinese newspaper, I came across a quite funny news. There is so many words called "疑似", there is 9 of them altogether. Obviously, they just wish to protect those artists as much as they can, but sometimes I feel that the way below to protect those artists is not a good idea. Do you believe the words "疑似" yourself?

香港8日讯-疑似香港艺人淫照风暴愈演愈烈，周三又有二百多张疑似艺人的不雅照片在网络流传，事件受害女性也增加为6名。除先前被点名的张柏芝、陈文媛和钟欣桐，还有疑似兼职模特儿颜颖思、前歌手陈思慧和落选华裔小姐陈育嬬。
综合香港媒体报道，香港警方日前公布已抓到散布疑似香港艺人欲照的源头后，欲照的传播并未因此停止。周三凌晨开始，大约200张疑似艺人照片不雅照片，在网络大量流传。这是不雅照片单日流出最多的一次，而拍摄者也首度曝光，其容貌疑似艺人陈冠希。
这批不雅照片的“香艳”程度比前几批照片更甚，包括令人咋舌的大特写镜头，拍摄背景包括卧房、酒店房间及私人游乐室等。有网友还宣称，大年初一起会再发布“600张艳照”及“短片”上网，大胆的举动，几乎是直接向香港警方挑衅。新一批200张不雅照中，其中10张疑似颜颖思，手持摄影机拍摄、疑似陈冠希男子也首度被摄入镜。另一组48张照片的女主角疑似陈思慧，女主角眼神和表情略显稚嫩生硬，似有人指导她摆出不同动作。

What has gone, has gone...

2008-01-14T03:01:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, when you think back, it doesn't mean that you want to go back. It's just that trying to wish something good for the future. It's quite pathetic sometimes, when even go thru a medium to connect but still be rejected eventually though it doesn't mean anything. First time song will become the last time song, only melody and rhythm will remain in our mind, nothing left and nothing to expect.

I learn alot of things throughout this year, above is some of things that I have learned. When I reflect on those old days, I felt fortunate and blessed as those are the most precious experience that I will never forget. A colleague asked me again, what if you did something wrong or have something regretful? How to live with that? I said to him, just don't live in the past anymore, what has gone, has gone, live your heart at the current moment as you couldn't go back and make changes anymore. Don't let it haunts you as it will only drag you along the way. Just wish the best and be best at yourself at all time. Let it free so you will be free.

King and ministers...

2008-01-13T06:05:00.000+08:00

One day, a colleague asked me "I am gonna get drunk this weekend", I said "Why?". He said "I got nothing else to do then", and then I answered back "Then your brain will become dumber". He asked me why. Then I began to say about the story of King and Ministers. I told him that everyone of us is like being a King, and your senses are like your King's ministers. We have five senses; eyes, ears, nose, tongue and skin. Each of them are like the ministers that control the kingdom (in this case, it's your external world). In real world, there are two kinds of ministers, bad or good. Bad one will destroy the kingdom and the good one will make the kingdom better. I told him, when you drink, what sense that we will use? Tongue. If you always let your tongue drinks hard drink, what happen to your body? It will be getting sick easily. It's like letting one of your ministers controls your King, eventually, the King will become dumber because the King is being controlled by his minister! Then, is he a wise King? If a minister (for instance, eyes) like to send bad images (for instance, pornography) to his King, will his King be able to observe his kingdom (external world) clearly? The answer is No. A King needs his ministers to help him administer the kingdom. He (the King) needs to educate the ministers well. My colleague asked me "How to make good ministers ?" The King himself needs to control back the ministers, he needs to learn how to control his ministers well. Then only he will become wiser. He said "How in the real world to control our senses?" I said "By being positive, have positive mind". Always feed your senses or mind with positive energy such as reading inspirational book (eyes), speak only positive words (tongue), listen to advice properly (ears), always be with positive friends (nose) and help those in problem (skin). Then when they are comfortable with this positive energy, they will provide the positive help to their King as well. He said "What if someone outside try to hurt you?" I said "If your ministers are good, then they will help the King to avoid the attack wisely." He agreed on it undoubtedly and then began to look for inspirational book online, hehe. Frankly, I myself didn't know why did I suddenly have this story in my mind, perhaps the only intention in my mind was just trying to advise him that hard drink is really not good for health. :)

New year...

2008-01-01T19:39:00.000+08:00

Today is a first day in the year 2008. A lot of things happenned and I felt grateful for them. Without those events, I never thought I would be typing the post in a foreign country which I never dream of. Year 2007 has been a great year and I will never forget the major decisions I have made. Indeed, I have chosen a different path which gave me alot of complicated thoughts and feelings. Well, I remembered one saying to me, "Accept it and change it later" which is quite true. Things that beyond your control, you could just accept the truth but only thru understanding and determination to solve it will bring you back on track. Thanks for everyone and everything.

Looking forward to have a good and meaningful new year!

Inheritence...

2007-12-26T07:31:00.000+08:00

Well, finally, I understand that something being said long time ago, that something will be inherited from your parents. At first, I thought it is not true, but it is so truth that you can't even notice that it is already happenned. Well, the difference now is, I read a book before called "Being happy". It said, if you try to resist it, it will become true in a more faster way. But if you 'accept' it, it will resolve under you and you can use this inner power to dissolve the 'it' by understanding it and look thru it. Eventually, you may find a way to change it. By changing it, you can changing your attitude and by changing the attitude, you could change your fate. Well, this is so true that I wish to let other people know what I know. Well, may everyone have a enlightening Christmas day!!! :)

Things Changed Unexpectedly...

2007-10-09T16:54:00.000+08:00

Sometime, things changed so quickily without you noticing. When you really "wake up", you would find out that you are doing something that is totally different of what you were doing last few years ago. The sentence "The only unchanged thing in this world, it's the [Change] itself". Well, intially, I was having trouble to cope myself in this situation. Things happenned so fast that I couldn't barely to hope a better future. I do not know whether this is my lowest point of my life but for sure, I will make sure I will be well prepared if I need to face another lower point of my life. However, you need to have gut to look back on those lowest point in your life. I must face it to show that I am totally recovered from that, otherwise, I believe it will haunt me all my life. I am learning and believe that I will be able to overcome these "fear" that haunt my mind sometime.
These 2 years, I learned alot. I truly believe that I have wasted alot of time to get myself up and go on with my dream. Thanks to the people who supports me, encourages me and even hurting me. Without them, I will not be me now. It's been long time I didn't write something like this in my blog. I feel great after writing them into my blog. But the person who write this now is surely not the same old person, because he is fully confident and know what he wants!!!

Days in June...

2007-08-03T01:46:00.000+08:00

Finally, I got time to update my blog here. To begin with, I wish to introduce a very delicious ice-cream cup from McDonald, it's called McFlurry Caramel. It's worth £0.99, but let me tell you, you will try to have it for many times.

The taste is special and it has alot of choc chips plus some caramel flavour in the vanilla ice-cream. Almost every 2 days, we both will buy one of this and enjoy it because it's so delicious. Hehe!

Hehe, I like this picture, it says "Fanatical about Film". It's very true on me, in fact, this month, I have watched the movie "Transformers". It's the most expensive movie I have ever watch! (More will come), hehe! It costed around £12.80, equivalent to almost RM90 in Malaysia!! Well, for that amount of money, I am able to watch for more than 5 times. For this, I will upload my first first movie tickets in next post. :) By the way, I am planning to watch at this ODEON cinema in Central London, it looks great from outside. :P

These two fatty handpalms are from our old James Bond, Sir Sean Connery.

This place is the famous Piccadilly Circus in Central London, let me tell you, the electronics boards behind are damn pretty :)

This is the famous London Eye. I still not yet have a chance to ride on it. It looks tall!!!!!

Hehe, this is House of Parliament. I pointed the clock there asking "Neh, this is clock".

"Wo mei mah?" the girl in the picture tried to ask me :P I am sure John will like her because she dressed so damn hot neh! Like "The Maid".... remember? Muahahaha!

"Wo bi jiao mei!" said the gal in the picture.

"Wo zui mei!!!!!" said the female version of Hong Gam Bou. I think so too, it compatible to ah John too (the body shape), muahahaha!

Few hours in Dubai Airport...

2007-07-31T01:12:00.000+08:00

The moment we landed in Dubai Airport, the place we wished to go badly was TOILET! During the time in airbus, we had been eating alot alot of food (of course, meals were all vegetarian) for every 3 hours. We ate, drank, queued for toilet and 3 hours later ate, drank and queued for toilet. I hated queueing for toilet as people took a very very long time inside the toilet as if they were taking their own sweet time "picit" or "alir" the stuff from their body. Well, that's all for the airbus story. After going to the toilet in Dubai airport, we began our little exploratin in Dubai Airport. Compare to KLIA, it's relatively very small, only 3 floors high and with long rectangular shape.

And of course, they are allowed to smoke too. After spending some hours walking around the airport, we came across McD. To our surprise, they actually do sell vegetarian burger! Well, at least there is some food suitable fo vegetarian. And you know what? The burger was big, compared to Malaysia one. I guess the Dubai people appetite is different from Malaysia, they have bigger stomach I guess. To celebrate our first meal in Dubai, we took a picture on this delicious meal, hehe!

We also took the picture of the change of Dubai money, called "Dirham".

By the way, do you know what is this below?

Hehe, it's not pisang goreng lah, at first, I thought myself, "What? Banana spirit already been here before me? Si jie, lei hou sai lek ya!" Muahahaha! No lah, this is called Stick Cheese, yeap, a stick full of cheese inside. Let me tell you, it tasted good! Not sure whether it is available now in Malaysia or not leh?

It's not easy...

2007-07-29T01:45:00.000+08:00

Finally, after struggling for around one and a half month, I finally found a way to settle down here. Before that, due to the money that we have is only enough for 3 months, and she has to work while I was still struggling to apply job online, I felt bad and was thinking that how come I still not yet found a job? Well, if not because of alot of good and encouraging people around me, I would give up myself and just try to find another type of job.

But sometimes, the moment you wish to give up, the Goddess of Lucky will show you the way out. That day, it was my second direct interviews with company (not that annoying and frustrating job agencies which called my almost every morning!) which I didn't think much of it as I really desperate having a job. However, the location is a bit far away from where I live. I had to ask staff at Tube Station, National Rail office and eventually end up spending around 10 pounds!! Oh my gosh, I never spend so much for around RM140 just for travel, can't you imagine that it was so expensive? But when I reached there, it took me another 20 minutes to find the place as I didn't know there was a shorter way to the company.

For the interview, it initially went quite well, the interviewers were pleased that I could deliver something that they wanted. Thus, asking me to do some self-study. I was so happy and waited for their calls for few days. Finally, it's mine. I thanked God for that sincerely. :)

For few weeks, I had taken a lot of interesting pictures, some of them are quite interesting to see. I will further elaborate some of the photos I took in next few posts. Stay tuned! Below are the photos taken:

Last Day in Malaysia

At Dubai Before UK

June @ UK

My Dream Handphone...

2007-05-18T13:42:00.001+08:00

I come across this amazing video clip in Google. It's quite complete showing all the features in iPhone. I guess this would be enough reason for me to save money for the marvellous handphone. :)

One of the best videos I've ever watched...

2007-05-16T01:24:00.000+08:00

Last few days ago, it was the Mother Day. Though people may only celebrate that special day with their mothers, but however, father plays an important part too. Few weeks ago, I came across this touching video regarding to father. It really stunned me and I'm touched with the relationship of father and his son in this video. Make sure you will prepare yourself a tissue paper before click "PLAY" button. Enjoy it with tears...

My Very First Farewell Video...Cool...

2007-05-11T19:33:00.000+08:00

I really appreciate them for making this farewell video for me. In fact, I'm touched. Thanks for all of you!!

Special thanks to:
Andrew
Jean
Jill
Kevin
Kimberly
Kok Yee
Moon
Natalie
Shio Ting
Wai Sie
Yih Hang

Baby walking...

2007-05-11T11:39:00.000+08:00

It's been more than 11 months, the baby begins to walk on his foot liao. It definitely gives me a good and happy feelings, but at the same time, it gives me a strange feelings that I am not that young anymore. Now, the baby grows bigger and stronger, when should I?

Seminar...

2007-05-01T00:55:00.000+08:00

Seminar Wisma MCA

Last Sunday, I went to this seminar, it's quite interesting as it's about how the numbers could affect our daily life. Some pictures have been taken and hopefully it would provide some useful information while reading them. Moreover, I have purchased one Audio CD which could send some positive commands using some high technology to send some kind of wave into our left/right brain to positively affect our subconscious mind. If you are interested, click here for more. :)

Ex-MNCian Gathering...

2007-04-28T01:35:00.000+08:00

Ex-MNC Birthday Gathering

Above is my photo album about gathering with those ex-MNCian. It's been some time that we didn't have such gathering. Though just a night, but then I would like to thanks all of you! Thanks to Infra! :P
Below is the video we captured, enjoy! ^^

My Sai Lou...

2007-04-27T00:11:00.000+08:00

Well, today is my special day as I was born on this particular day. Beside her accompanion with me today taking alot of memoriable pictures in Sky Garden De Cafe and Midvalley, surprisingly my brother put a surprise present as below.

Apparently, this is a scarf towel for me to UK. It's from Sox World.

Well, at least he put a note saying that "Happy Birthday!!" From HL. Simple yet feeling abit warmth, hehe!

Beau"shit"ful Contest...

2007-04-25T04:21:00.000+08:00

WARNING: This post may abit long, have yourself a drink and popcorn to get thru with this before you get hungry.

Part I - Talking about an online beauty contest

Cha : http://www.flickr.com/photos/7194191@N03/465001097/
Cha : http://www.cedricang.com/hottest-female-blogger-award-voting-starts-now/
Cha : check this sorry
Me : WAI DOU SEI!!!!!!!!!!!
Cha : super the WAI
Me : AU HUT!!!!!!!
Me : VOMMIT BLOOOD, PLUS COCONUT
Mon : i vote Natalie
Cha : wah monsiong
Shijie: WUI
Cha : if shijie in
Cha : HOW?
Shijie: ahc ha
Cha : wat we do?
Cha : vote who?
Cha : yes?
Shijie: ur charmayne in woh
Mon : si jie i vote u
Cha : i bor shong the organiser
Me : me too
Mon : put si jie photo in .
Cha : we should propose shijie in for the competition
Shijie: ok .. post my lam ah zhan photo vote me
Shijie: sure they mou dak fight
Cha : wahhh
Cha : gum dim?
Me : dim
Shijie: lam ah zhan + banana = tin ha mou dik pui dap
Shijie: dak mou ?
Shijie: happy mou ?
Cha : dim
Me : i also bo song with the organizer
Me : dunn where his eyes grow, ass?
Cha : hahaa
Cha : wat a big ass eye
Cha : like john
Cha : John today
Cha : ask me the ass issue
Mon : http://www.flickr.com/photos/7194191@N03/465110776/
Me : yalah, i tot i saw a Ru Hua
Me : siao!
Mon : this 1 not bad
Mon : ass issue?
Mon : wat he ask u?
Me : natalie dunno how many percents better than that "one" lah
Cha : natalie~
Cha : natalie.. hot chicks babe
Cha : shijie.. time to show ur POWA
Me : I LIKE THE POWA~~~
Cha : oh yeah
Cha : shijie
Cha : show to funshu first
Shijie: ask powerpuff girl, she got powa
Cha : let him steam steam har
Cha : hahaaa
Mon : si jie is time to show ur POWA
Cha : oh ya.. shijie POWA~
Mon : wah steam staem
Me : si jie, come on, here, you got at least 3 votes liao
Cha : "i got the POWA!"
Cha : the song also sing itu macam
Me : 3 * 3 * 3 *... unlimited votes liao
Me : sure dim goh that "thing"
Cha : oh ya
Cha : hahahaa
Cha : that why
Cha : if POWA come out
Cha : wah sai
Cha : POWA kills all
Mon : si jie so powerful .
Me : si jie, i not satified lah, come, give ah cha the lam ah zhan photo to register
Cha : wah
Mon : ah cha u not keep it meh?
Cha : dim
Cha : shhh
Cha : i got laa
Cha : at house
Cha : 1 fine day
Cha : i nearly frame it up
Me : hehehhehee, make sure u keep the master copy safely
Me : i wanna to mass prod the photo
Cha : wah
Cha : itu macam
Cha : cenot
Cha : except u buy the copyright :P
Cha : shijie.. ok?
Mon : is veli expensive photo u know
Me : hmm.. susah ni, lelong lah
Mon : how much u wan sell?
Me : go to Lelong.com or Ebay.com
Cha : hahaa
Me : i think must have secret admirers geh
Me : rite, si jie?
Mon : wah , go ebay
Mon : may be can reach few K
Cha : lelong.com.my la
Me : si jie, i become your financial manager
Mon : all rebut
Shijie: nei dei hui sei lah
Me : ah cha you bcom marketing manager lah
Mon : that time si jie famost jor
Shijie: erm hou wan dou gum dai hou woh
Cha : shijie
Cha : i m asking for the copyright $$ ma
Me : bryan you bcom general manager lah
Cha : so no worry
Cha : who knows... u rich becoz of the pic
Cha : btw.. it doesn't really look like u ma
Cha : dim MOU?
Mon : 3 manager for u .
Me : yalah, i think now it's time to begin with the photos
Cha : wahhh
Me : to sell the copyright
Shijie: nei dei erm seong dai ding ga lah
Mon : michele jackson oso only 1 manager oni
Cha : hmm ya hor
Cha : monsiong
Cha : u are the best candidate
Cha : for this
Cha : how?
Cha : take up the challege mou?
Cha : the reason
Cha : 1) funshu go UK
Cha : 2) me entertain the John.. who know.. be manger of John one fine day
Cha : so ... 3) Shijie .. monsiong will be ur manager
Mon : fun shu u go UK ar?
Cha : DIM MOU?
Cha : har?
Cha : funshu rolling to UK
Me : i will become europe region manager lor :P
Me : let the world see the POWA~~~~ of SiJIE~~
Cha : funshu u too big head alr
Mon : me is asian region .
Shijie: nei dei hui sei
Cha : eat some big head vege first
Cha : okok check this
Cha : http://www.flickr.com/photos/7194191@N03/462732278/
Cha : how to fight with the lam ah zhang pic?
Mon : ah cha leh? u become africa region of manager la .
Cha : dim
Cha : india also i cover
Cha : FEON-Rabbit!!!
Cha : i try to tahan
Mon : but hav to color si jie skin a bit
Cha : to wat color?
Cha : u siao ar?
Mon : make it to dark color
Cha : why?
Cha : reasons
Me : hahahhahahhaa, siu sei ngo
Shijie: y?
Mon : u afrika n india region ma
Cha : hahhaaa
Cha : ya hor
Me : hahahhahhahahhaa
Mon : they like dark .
Me : hai wo
Cha : else afirka n india .. tak de steam
Shijie: then if holland region ? then i have to act like holland shu?
Cha : DAK!
Cha : holland shu
Me : yeap, i can make it like ho lan shu
Cha : fun shu gei family johhh
Shijie: then if go to china region i have to act like china doll ?
Shijie: ok mou ??
Cha : china su la
Shijie: nei dei ok mou ?
Me : lao shu?
Cha : shijie
Cha : this is the best way
Cha : to release stress
Cha : after leaving MNCW
Cha : hm suppose i should say
Mon : how is the holland shu look leh ?
Shijie: nei dei tong tong OK mou ?
Cha : after Infra 3 pao dibubahkan
Cha : i lost the POWA
Shijie: eh .. go back lah .. u three managers man man keng lah
Me : okay, may the force of lam ah zhan be with you
Shijie: bye
Cha : wah
Cha : china su
Cha : holland su
Shijie: za dao
Me : si jie, come and stay first
Cha : jon loi loor
Shijie: gek sei ngo lerrrrrr ~!!!!!
(Shijie has left the conversation)

Part II - Guys talk on Gals, hehe

Cha :hahahaa
Me : hehehe, siu dou ngo puk dei
Me : but frankly, that "thing" really can be nominated
Mon : hahah .
Me : i really pengsan
Cha : Charmayne 2% (101 votes) feedback bar
Cha : hahaha
Cha : Natalie 4% (236 votes)
Cha : Minny 14% (904 votes)
Cha : biggest share
Me : wah, got 101 ppl dunno where eyes grow
Cha : sorry is this
Cha : Anna 17% (1052 votes) feedback bar
Cha : ass gua
Mon : IngHui no wear is it?
Cha : sorry
Cha : is this
Cha : Sasha 20% (1269 votes)
Cha : wah no wear.. also can see
Mon : dun like that leh
Cha : monsiong keong woor
Mon : i am 1 of 101
Cha : wah
Cha : hahaha
Cha : no wonder
Cha : 100 is enuff
Mon : got la . i tot no wear
Cha : why u go add urself
Me : hahahhaa
Me : how you knw no wear?
Me : mon siong, you got x-ray eyes/
Me : bu jian dan
Cha : keong la.. 1 word
Cha : no wear
Cha : wah... good wor
Cha : can verify john next time
Cha : got o not
Mon : no wear shirt ok .
Cha : hahahaaa
Me : haaahahhaa
Cha : ok la
Me : beh tahan
Cha : next time use the power check john.. (abit of story of the "John", he sometimes didn't wear underwear out, thus we sometimes notice that, abit wai)
Cha : ok?
Cha : deal?
Me : i knw it's risky for bryan to see john
Cha : hahhaa
Me : i mean if john really don't wear, then bryan your eyes will suffer
Mon : if i got x-ray eyes then i need to wash my eye everyday when i still in MNC
Cha : wah no wonder
Cha : why u nv tell us
Cha : then no need so mafan us that time
Cha : need to do QA
Cha : very cham one u know?
Cha : i and hanchee
Me : yalah, everytime make my hands wet wet
Cha : super the GELI
Me : dunno how many days baru can clean off
Mon : wah , make ur hand wet wet?
Mon : wat u doing?
Cha : QA the john lo
Mon : can't clean off , is oredi in my mind
Me : the john lah.. you know he is abit "hiao" lah
Mon : why ur hand wet wet
Mon : i tot u play such thing .
Me : haiya, hard to explain, next time you and ah cha try to QA him lah
Mon : dun wan
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New photos...

2007-04-25T04:14:00.000+08:00

Good morning! If you look at the time below, I have spent some time to upload some of my favourite photos in the middle of night. Though it's abit time cosuming and sleepy, but when you see the finished work of mine, I would feel satisfied completing this task. Click here to enjoy yo! :)

Breakfast...

2007-04-15T12:07:00.000+08:00

Above is my breakfast, delicious mah? My mum made it as she said it's been a long time that she didn't make it, thus, it triggered her to make those for me, I don't know what to call that but in mandarin, it's called "Zhong Zi". Soon after I have opened it up, it looks nice, thus I took a picture of. This picture above is from my breakfast as well. It's not sweet bubble gum or whatsoever. It's choc coated peanut of NIPS. I really like to eat this choc coated peanut and I would proudly to say that I bought it with very cheap price, at RM1.39. The normal price you would only find in KL is from RM1.80 to RM2.00. Well, you may ask, How the heck you could find this cheap price? This, I would like thank her (Nor Fadzilla) to buy them (20 packets of NIPS!) at Nilai. Thanks to you Fadzilla (Fatzilla??) ^^

Karaoke Farewell...

2007-04-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

Well, at first, I really thought that there would be not many people coming for this lunch, you could just see the below image as we were having a lot of emails flying and eventually it ended up of not many people going, well, it's kinda disappointing.
But then suddenly I have around 12 people joining in for karaoke session and dinner. It's quite fun having all of them in my farewell. Here, I would like to thank all of them to give me a sweet memory after leaving the bank. Thanks guys! You could click here or just enjoy the slide show below. Enjoy!

Archery...

2007-03-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

I found out this cool game, it's not as easy as its look. Try it out!

Charlotte...

2007-03-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

In the courtesy of Charlotte's Web, I found out that this is quite a good and meaningful movie. Thus, I add this gadget below to show my respect to this spider. Just click on everywhere inside the box below, it will follow your click ^^

Bowling...

2007-03-21T09:17:00.001+08:00

You wanna win over your friend in bowling? Come and have a practise here! Practice makes Perfect! Haha!

Illusionist..

2007-03-21T06:49:00.000+08:00

Hehe, more to come for this cool gadget for webpage.. :P

Calorie calculator...

2007-03-21T06:46:00.000+08:00

Calorie calculator, a simple way to monitor you daily calorie intake, easily manage your diet and meals. Use the calorie calculator to see each meal's calorie details and sum up your daily total. Use the settings to see your recommended average daily intake. Have fun!

World Sunlight Map...

2007-03-21T06:39:00.000+08:00

Cool, this map will quite give us a rought idea how our sunlight reflects in our mother Earth. The map is super duper real and beauty! :)

HTTP Header detector...

2007-03-19T07:45:00.000+08:00

Cool, I begin to like posting some new stuffs such as previously Online PDF Converter. Now, I found this great HTTP Detector to display the HTTP headers. Enjoy!

Online PDF Converter...

2007-03-18T19:06:00.000+08:00

I found this cool tool which could help us to convert the documents to PDF. Hope it may help those who needs free PDF converter.

New photos...

2007-03-16T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today, I have uploaded some photos which are taken from Penang from 30th Dec 06 to 1st Jan 07. It's a good memory while being the last days of year 2006 in Penang. :)

Housekeeping my blog here...

2007-03-08T02:28:00.000+08:00

The time now is 2.29am, it's been a while since I posted last year November. Quite sleepy though but still manage to tidy up my blog here. While tidying up my blog here, I come across a picture in my laptop shown at the right. This is quite a nice picture which I recently taken from Ipoh end of year 2006. Don't know why, this picture keeps telling me something, which I don't know what words to use to describe. What do you think about this picture?

Change...

2006-11-21T14:12:00.000+08:00

I have no idea why I want to write this post in my blog. Perhaps this few days quite tired after going back from Singapore and having a lot of things to think about. My body and my mind are complaining me that both of them are tired. They even indicate me that something is not right, I wonder what’s wrong, and this is the worse part. I know that feelings is a thing which is impossible to be described using words but then I will try my nine cow plus two tiger power (jiu niu er hu zi li) to describe my feeling recently.

First thing, my mind is telling me that don’t forget the true path. It said that I am walking on the right path but is going to be bias. Well, let’s put it this way. Things are going to change a bit, just that I am afraid to change, you would understand my feelings if you read the book “Who moved my cheese?” But then there is one phrase in mind keep popping up telling me to “Hang On~~~!” Strange, right? Yah, I know what that phrase means, I gotta hang on, hang on with my stand, hang on with my dreams, hang on with my belief, hang on with my wish… there are so many hang on until I eventually almost get “hanged” like computer which is good in multitasking but eventually get hanged due to too many processes going on forcing to press “Reset” button. I don’t want the “Reset” button, if I have been “Reset”ed, everything that I did would be useless (qian gong jin fei). Reset button is not always a good thing to do, trust me…

Second thing, my body is getting tired and is complaining me that I am lack of exercise recently. Perhaps I think too much but then I feel my body is getting older, I heard an alarm saying that my age is getting increasing, which means time is running out. I have felt some desperation feelings which telling me that must hurry to do things that you want to do before the final tick on the body clock. There is no time to play, every moment is a precious moment, not saying that you would probably die on the next moment, just that want to say that doing it right now is always better than doing it next time.

Well, I feel better now after writing so much above, and it has eased my tiredness and begin to have energy to continue my work. Just like the line I told in the first paragraph, I don’t know why I want to write this post, just a feeling to do so. Perhaps in future, I would read this post back and begin to analyze what makes me feel this way. Arigato~~!

My first email post...

2006-11-10T09:59:00.001+08:00

This is my first post using the email in my blog. The reason is simple, it is due to that I could not always login into my blogger account and create a post using the big Internet browser in my desktop; This could attract a lot of my colleagues attention while passing my place. He he! So I think it’s better for me to mask it using this email posting feature which the blogger provides, I find it very useful for me to “hide” my deed. :-P

It’s been a long time I don’t update my blog here. A lot of things have happened around me, some of them which I don’t expect to happen early, it happened anyway. You expect the best to be around you, however the best one most probably does not suit you or the timing is not right enough or your will is not strong enough or your patience is not good enough or any other reason which currently I could not think of now. Since long time ago, I once read a forwarded email from a very very close friend, it stated that sometimes you wish for the best (you think) to be with you, however, the sad things is, the best may not what you want. Perhaps the “best” thing you need right now is the one who can stay long with you, but it may not your most favorable choice. There is some best things you wish to “own” but incompatibility stands between you and the “best” things. Thus, I learn something from this situation which is to know when and how to let it go. The hardest thing is not how to posses it but is to let it go for good. There is an article which I read sometime ago. It said that there is an island where people know a trick to catch those monkeys on the island. Commonly, we all know that it’s not an easy task to catch a monkey. However, the people know the monkeys behavior so well that they know monkey likes to eat apples so much. Thus, they put an apple in a steel cage with a small hole above and being tied beside a coconut tree. To attract monkeys towards the cage, they put a trail of apples that leads to the cage. Eventually, a monkey will notice this and begin to eat those apples trail; it will follow the trail which leads to the cage which contains an apple inside. Of course, the monkey is very greedy; it will put its hand into the cage to hold that apple, hoping to get it thru the cage hole. However, the hole is only big enough for a hand but not for a hand holding an apple, it would be too big for hole. Even when the people begin to check on the cage, the monkey is surprisingly still holding the apple because it doesn’t want to let the apple go in the cage and eventually being caught by people.

This is what happening now around us. If people don’t wish to let it go just because of some reason (which is more likely of selfishness), people normally won’t have good ending. That’s why sometimes I think the best may not what you want, but if you insist to hold on to it, it will only hurt you at the end. Thus, sometimes looking for the most compatible one is more important than only wanting the best one. =

Mandarin and English...

2006-09-22T12:13:00.000+08:00

Sometimes ago, I always think that English is kinda of high class language which normally need some qualification such as wealth, wisdom, great mind and so on. Well, these are the things that make so-called low class people like me who only know the Mandarin words, feel like a second "graded" people in one society.

But then, after some years in secondary school struggling to learn English language, slowly find out that English language is not so "elegant" as it appears. There are some reasons which I make this conclusion.

Firstly, language value is changing along with era. It means that English is not so popular among people from old days. Just like the Sejarah we studied in secondary school, Malay is the popular language as it was the main lingual in the Strait of Malacca. Thus, one speaks Malay (which is quite popular at the time) would have some advantages on trading. However, after the strait was being conquered by British, English slowly becoming the main lingual of the strait. From here, we could make an assumption that English is a must and forced to learn to speak as the new era of British Colonization has come. In conclusion, we could say that English grows its popularity together with strong British Empire.

Thus, this event repeats itself again for Mandarin. Soon after China (The Sleeping Dragon, some people assume) entering the WTO, a waive of unvoidable and strong "Mandarin" wind blows all over the world. Mandarin is beginning to replace English as the most popular language in the world. Everyone in this world regardless of races, countries and cultures, people tend to send their children to learn speaking and writing in Mandarin. It has been proven that Mandarin too is begin to gain its popularity together with the China's strong growth.

Secondly, normally, we know that English has 26 alphabets only. All of the English words are using them to convey meaning for people. Thus, sometimes, we may come accross that the length of a word maybe very long till hard to pronouce it properly. Compare to Mandarin words, each word is very unique of its own. Every each tiny component in a word has its own meaning there to convey the message either directly or indirectly.

For example, "看", means LOOK in English.

Firstly, LOOK needs to have four spaces to construct which are for L, O, O, K, while "看" needs only one space.

Secondly, it's hardly to see any other meaning of LOOK besides that we know it has L, O and K. While the word "看", it has some indirect meanings which are worth to study. Notice carefully that the word "看", consists of two other words, "手" (HAND) and "目" (EYE). The hand is blocking the eye from above, it leads us to consider that

should we just LOOK something with flesh eyes?

or

should we LOOK something without flesh eyes (our heart, perhaps)?

The hand is blocking the eye, eye could not see anything. The same condition applies for those people who are blind. Some blind people, though their eyes are not functioning, they still can "look" or "see" things clearly, especialy one's heart (心). Ever wonder why? Here, we know that one Mandarin word such as "看" could give us such a deep meaning here. Thus, personally, I think English is not so as "elegant" as Mandarin after all. :)

What comes must go...

2006-08-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

Recently, I felt alot of changes around me. My teammates are planning to leave the company and some are already tendered their resignation letter to the superior. Proudly to say, I am also one of them joining the group of ex-MNCian. :)

One of the law of nature which I think everyone will be agreed upon is that everything has two sides which is opposite to each other. Those who know chinese would know the words "阴阳". Previously, I admit that I don't quite understand the words. I thought Moon and Sun is opposite to each other, Man and woman is opposite to each other, left and right is opposite to each other.

Well, after living so long (25 years on the lovely Earth), I interpreted the words in another way. Now only realize that peaple who gather together will eventually split up. This is also "阴阳". I guess people around us are always facing this type of situation. Like parents are passing away leaving their children here, people leaves from a group and join other group. That's why some people assume that this gather and spread phenomenon always give pain to the heart of people. They tend to stay constantly in that situation forever which is always been denied by the law of nature (everything has two sides which is opposite to each other). Pain or sadness come from people who don't wish to abide the law of nature. Those who understand the law will not have pain or sadness, instead, they believe that some day ahead they will meet up again in a way or another.

Nothing is hard to be understood above, just some of my simple thought on people leaving or coming. It's a healthy and normal sign for people leaving or coming. Just like wind, wind comes between hot air and cold air. With wind, we could feel nice cool air. Thus, let's enjoy the wind from mountain or ocean! :)

AT field...

2006-06-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

First of all, you no need to find the phrase "AT field" in any of the dictionaries as this is a made-up phrase used frequently in a pretty famous Japanese animation series called "Neon Genesis Evangelion". I guess that some of you may quite familiar with the animation or not even heard about it, if you are interested with the animation, here is the link for you to explore. The rest of the article is hard to be understood, be prepared to let your brain be puzzled! :)

Ok, let's come back here. What is AT field? AT field is a barrier that the Angels (are beings attacking a city called Tokyo-3 in the animation which in this case is not similiar of what we heard of in Bible) can erect, which can be be penetrated by a large enough energy source. Take a look of this picture below.
The hexagon (six-sided polygon) which is shown in the picture above is what we call "AT Field". So, what so special about this AT Field? Well, it is related to what I am going to write here in this article.

There is a moment when I feel alone or need to be alone. Sometimes you feel you are isolated from other people, lacking companions or companionship. Some people do not wish to be "alone" and constantly looking for companionship to fill in the gap in their heart. Some people are the otherwise, they wish to be "alone" and constantly looking for a time or place to be all by themselves only without anyone involving at that moment. Well, it also depends on the need of the people. One would try to look for "alone" if one has too much "companionship" around him or her, and vice versa, one would try to look for "companionship" if one has too much "alone" around him or her. Nothing is permanently in overall. Ok, that's enough to explain what I think of alone, the question now is how does the AT Field come into here?

In the animation, AT Field is a kind of force barrier which all beings have. Angels included mankind are said to have AT Field too. "It is the literal wall that separates one's identity from other egos and external reality. It is, then, the cause of loneliness and pain, and can be related to the so-called 'Hedgehog's Dilemma'" excerpt from here. What does it mean?

For my opinion, everyone of us here is not an island, we need to be with each other. However, while two persons accompanying each other, there would be some problems occurs between them. Problems like misunderstanding each other, jealousy, hatred, love, sadness, missing each other and so on. If we use the concept AT Field, it would help us to explain those situation. AT Field is a force barrier generated by a being. When two beings are closing each other, collision would occur, causing pain or hurt, as the frequency between those energy is not cohered. But somehow, both are wishing to be close to each other, thus, need to work on their energy frequency and find out the same frequecy and cohere both energy fields. In this case, ego is what we are talking about. Ego is your consciousness of your own identity. Everyone has a unique ego, undoubtly. However, there is the cause where people are not easy to communicate to each other. Everyone has his own opinion, mindset, behaviour and so many other things which could uniquely define a person. Thus, it leads the loneliness and pain eventually related to so-called "Hedgehog's Dilemma". Hedgehod is a kind of animal which has torns all around the body. There is a problem, if it wish to be close to the other hedgehod, it would most probably hurt themselves as both of them have torns! That's why sometime people feel lonely because when they approach to other people, other people would be hurt by their "torn", thus they choose lonely to avoid pain. Remember the frequency of both energy of AT Field I mention about? To cohere both AT Fields, a same frequency must be found. Thus, for the case "torn", people must have tolerance, patience, understanding, forgiveness, grateful and other virtues to each other in order to find the coherence of energy. That's why AT field is related to what I am writing on this article.

It would be hard for me to describe my opinion in detail unless you watch the series "Neon Genesis Evangelion" and would be more understand of what is AT Field and Hedgehog's Dilemma. By then, you would probably understand the reason I like the name Shinji Ikari. :)

Sometimes it's hard to be controlled...

2006-06-19T02:56:00.000+08:00

There are moments that we people are hard to control on something. It just happened like that as if nothing on earth is able to stop it. Things like falling in love with someone on first sight, killing someone accidently, reprimanding someone with rough words, masturbating, watching porn videos and so on so forth, we all know that they can be categorized as two types, deliberately and accidentally.

For the case "deliberately", there comes our conscious takes place in our mind, somehow and somewhere there would be a voice, perhaps an unheard voice in our brain telling us that it's not right or suitable to do this or that. Sometimes, we listen to it but most of the time, we didn't listen to it. Why? , this is the question I keep asking myself all the time. We understand that the voice in our mind would be devil or angel telling us what to do. But the problem is, we could not see the face of both of them (angel and devil), all we could do is listening what they say to us, isn't that difficult of us to determine which moment that we ought to listen to or vice versa? There are no clear guidelines that we ought to do that or this, only based on our heart to make decision which always decides the best for all the people around us or the other way round, decide the best for myself only. Well, one did a good thing doesn't mean that it did a good for other people or future-event. Just like the scene in the movie, World of War, the little girl was almost brought away by a kind couple who they thought they had the responsible for the little girl's safety, but luckily Tom Cruise was able to go to this little girl before the couple took away the little girl from Tom Cruise. This is the typical case where we are not sure whether what we are doing right now, right here, is a GOOD or BAD thing for us or for other people. Let's come to the voice in our mind, I think it's God will to just give us a voice in our head without showing us whether this voice is from an angel or a devil as a sign indicating that in real life, we ourselves are not sure whether we are doing the right thing or not.

For the case "accidentally", there comes our unconscious takes place in our mind. What define accidentally? I have looked up the dictionary myself, it says "Without intention; in an unintentional manner". Well, from the point of my view, it is not entirely "unintentional". Things or events will not just happen like this, it must have some sort of combination, such as the exact time, the exact place, the exact people, the exact tools and so on, it likes a few of lines crossing each other and eventually a knot appears among them. Well, what we have here? It is not "unintentional", "unplanned", "unexpected" or even "accidentally"!! Well, in fact, it's the other way round, it is "intentional", "planned", "expected" or even "deliberately"!! Those lines are being drawn from the beginning from somewhere else at sometime ago, the lines are "planned" to be drawn like this "deliberately" by us "intentionally". Lines such as greedy, lazy, talking bad things behind someone, honesty, kindness, hardworking, seductive, hatefulness and so on, those are the lines, they are drawn by us, produced by us, created by us and eventually come to a knot where things is going to be happened "accidentally" such as tumor, cancer, bad mood, happiness, road accident, fire, liar, disagreement and so on. Well, aren't they already expected in future? Let's ponder for a while...

You will never know what you gonna get ...

2006-05-30T04:18:00.000+08:00

27th of May.. was a day where me, shijie and thiam teck met at KLCC for only one purpose which was to have a visit at the bookfest. Well, I could say that that day was an extraordinary day as many "unsual and funny" things appeared around us...

Before reaching at the bookfest, shijie had already can't control herself by commanding me to buy "roti boy" for her as she said she was too hungry to walk over there though she just had her yummy "ha min". What a "big" stomach she had!!! Haha!

Finally, we reached at KLCC. OMG! Look at the picture below, what a crowd!

Showing me beside a lift to prove that I was there, what a ugly post I put! :P

A lot of people going there to buy, to sit for conference, to have a look at their favourites. There was a stop where three of us was looking at the famous author from Taiwan, 吴若权. But the first impression to shijie and me that we both were agreed that he was abit "kem kem dei". :P

Look at his legs, they were bend, rite?

Everyone wanted a signature from him...

My shijie requested me to take a photo with him but too bad taking too much space in the photo! Hahaha!! What a "huge" face she had! :P

We had won some fabulous prizes during in the bookfest!

Yeah! Thiam Teck had won the prize, for a moment...

Oh no! Shijie forced him to let the prize to her in an official way!! :P

Look at her! Showing a winning face like 3 year old children!

Don't ever think of stopping for one sec!!

2006-05-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

This few weeks, I have been working very late and tired. The platform which I am handling is giving me a hell lot of troubles, where sometimes that I really wanna jus quit like that. But, I am a stubborn kind of person. I don't like to give up like that without giving all my best. Thus, I was hanging there untill one day, things were getting stable. Thank God! No no, thank me for not letting me down!!!!

At the end of the day, I have been thinking the same old question again, which road should I take? However, after some serious thought, finally my brain just pops me an idea or words, saying "attitude". Yeah, my brain is just right about me. ATTITUDE is the key. I am pretty clear of myself that I have not been doing my best all the while, like not giving a 100% from me. A quarter of century I have been living, with such a volume of time, man could achieve a hell lot of things!! Sincerely, I pray for God and even for me undoubtly, that I wish to wake up the true innerself of me! Like the old chinese sayings "Don't follow the flow of stream, follow the opposite way". Just like giving up for one second can make your whole life difference! Blurps! I guess I have been drunking for too long! Hahaha!

Singapore Trip

2006-05-07T11:02:00.000+08:00

It's been about 5 years since the first time I went to Singapore with my family. This time was different, I went there with my friends. Kinda of excited to go there, like going to a foreign wonderland with full of amazed and unknown things ahead.

Though some of the friends I went with were hardly knew them, being together for 3 days had made our relationship closer. Everybody was so nice and we were like brothers and sisters. However, only a certain things or people were abit dissapointed which I certainly hope it would be getting better in future.

Singapore is a special country indeed especially the cost of living is very high compared to Malaysia. Not to mean anything, I feel pressure too for them fighting to survive in the Singapore society with almost everything "consumes" nothing but money.

The most unforgetable thing i encountered in Singapore which we Malaysian need to learn was walking around in the night. During sitting in the friend's car, in the time 11pm, I was surprisingly came across a woman holding a child walking calmly acting like nothing will attacted them in the middle of the night! I said to myself, this is one of the least possible things which will happen in Malaysia. Singapore is not famous for nothing, the simple walking in the night just too great to show how safe it is for the security in Singapore.

Yeah, you are right, I will surely go to Singapore again!!

Cocoon

2006-05-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

一个蛹的故事。。

Horrible road "accident"...

2006-04-11T09:13:00.000+08:00

First of all, do not confuse about why I put the double quote on the both sides of the word "accident". You will know the reason soon.

Yesterday, I went home from office just like usual. When I was driving, there was a big truck which is normally used in the construction site beside my car. At that time, I was listening to the radio and thinking of tomorrow's plan. At the moment I turned my head looking at the truck which was going to bypass me, I saw there was a small kitty under the truck!! I was stunned at that time because the kitty was so near to tyre! There was nothing I could do to help the poor little cat out of that truck. After a few seconds, the cat just runned over by the truck. I still could see some "stuff" coming out from that kitty body. Suddenly, feeling of sadness filled over my body. I prayed for the cat, I thought that perhaps it's fate is unavoidable. I wished that the kitty could "reborn" in a more proper environment for the next life. Poor little kitty...RIP

Though simple yet happy...

2006-03-24T09:04:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, when people receive something which is unexpected, it would make a big difference in the beginning of that day. Luckily, today I am one of them. Though it's just a simple yet short, the whole day have become a wonderful day for me. My feelings tells me that people can sometimes can easily get positive emotions such as excitement, happiness or cheerfulness in a simple way. Well, it works if those people do not put "requirement" other people.

Today, one of the radio stations DJ also discussed about this getting other people happy by providing a learning-to-be-happy class in Havard University. Would be happy if it's available in our country...

Got a feeling to write something...

2006-03-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time I didn't touch my blog here as many things happened this few weeks. If I described as if I had riden roller coaster, I guess it would fit perfectly.

My company office has been more quiet before as a number of people is leaving the company lately. Well, more or less, it had given my a meaning that I must appreciate the moment together with someone, especially when you stay in the same place with someone. As chinese sayings 没有不散的宴席 , the only thing you would able to do is to bless that person after that person leaves you. Though sometimes it is painful, but painful is part of life too that we bear everyday consciously or unconsciously.

It's abit late liao, though I still have more things in my mind, I think I would continue the next day. Wish everyone around me have a sweet dreams!

News about Pn Lim

2006-02-15T17:09:00.000+08:00

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What happened today?

2006-01-25T17:40:00.000+08:00

My senior asked me to send out some forms to request something. Unfortunately, I needed to do 4 times to accomplished the job. Out of sudden, I felt the stupidness in myself. My head kept asking myself "Why too careless !? Why too careless !? Why too careless !? Why too careless !?" Today me and colleugue got plan to go out watching movie in OneU GSC cinema, have a feeling not to go there to watch. Mood is totally down ... Feel like wanna throw aeroplane ...

In my heart, there is one word to this issue "Sien........." :(

Lou Sang Photos

2006-01-25T08:19:00.000+08:00

What a full stomach night...

Hmm...

2005-12-17T12:09:00.000+08:00

Am I still waiting something ? Flashes of old pictures from old memory keep passing by in my mind endlessly. I felf helplessly with this flashes. Not so sure whether "Let it go" is already implemented in me or not. Gotta find out at the rest of my days...

Eagle eagle where are you part 2...

2005-12-16T11:36:00.000+08:00

Finally, a white eagle has been born in my home! Gonna take some photos before it flies away! :D

Wishing card...

2005-12-15T08:36:00.000+08:00

Gonna make about 120 pieces of card just like below, do you think we got time to finish it?

Eagle eagle where are you part 1...

2005-12-15T08:24:00.000+08:00

Eagle, the mighty airbone animal. This time, I have used special type of paper. I bought the hard cover type papers to make my eagle. Last few times, I used the A4 photostat papers, and the result was not so good. Hopefully, with this hardtype paper would produce a better model. :D

Dolpin on the way...

2005-12-15T08:11:00.000+08:00

Last week, I was trying to make out a dolphin model. As usual, cutting part is not as fun as I would expect.

Glue all the part together was the hardest part I had encountered. It almost made me frustrated when I tried to glue the tiny components together :( The rest of the photos below were taken badly which already made me quite dissappointed. Quite dark for all those photos below.

IPO Dinner Party...

2005-12-05T09:11:00.000+08:00

Last Friday, me and my crazy, friendly, funny colleugues having dinner party on Equatorial Hotel. We all need to dressed up like 60s to 80s costumes, like Elvis Presley, Austin Power (dun play play neh, tis "Austin Power" guy got Best Costume of MNC~!). There so much photos taken that day, crazy night!

Bad day huh?...

2005-11-29T14:39:00.000+08:00

Is today feng shui no good? Why people around me is having some obstacles today? The first thing in the morning I heard was that my dailou got car broke down, so he gonna take EL and ask CC to represent him to the WIP meeting. Next, I got to know that my friend (who has the cute doll on the previous post) was not feeling so well as she needed to bear some penalties. Later on, some technical issues happenned around here. There was also a friend who just came back USA having sickness due to uncomfortable time difference. Wow, I need to calm myself down and observe feng shui around me...Hopefully, all of them will be happy at the end of the day!! :D Just like my dailou said, "What happen it happenned liao,never mind liao. Don't think too much".

Wonder how she will be looked like if...

2005-11-29T08:18:00.000+08:00

Haha, the doll in this picture is a gift for my friend from her boss who was just coming back from Chiang Mai (nice place neh!!!). Well, the costume the doll is wearing is cool enough to make me awed!! Hmm... there come another question in my mind, I wonder how will she look in those clothes. She responds back to me that "Of coz very cute lor"! :D I wonder will she really dare to wear those costume walking around the street? keke!

Dolphin preview...

2005-11-29T08:09:00.000+08:00

Actually, yesterday I was planning to combine all my components of a dolphin, however, my mom was just came back from Hatyai and we all having dinner outside and after that, a brother of my old school mate came to me to explain the what should be done for his final year project. By that time, it was already 12am, felt tired and sleepy. Thus, the pictures below are the components. Tonight, I will try my best to finish my dolphin model!!

Something can't be controlled...

2005-11-28T14:48:00.000+08:00

I found out that something is still not able to let it go...

Creating 3D... Final!!

2005-11-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

Those components on the left side are the remaining parts that I need to cut out. It's not easy to construct those tiny component especially those foot with toes. Moreover, it's only a normal paper A4 paper which is soft and technically not suitable to this kind of papercraft. According to the information from expert in the Internet, hard paper with thickness around 0.16mm to 0.18mm paper from 110kg to 135kg kent paper type is suitable for this 3D papercraft. From now on, I will spend some time to look for those papers around KL as I really begin to enjoy it!!! :D
I print out the papers where all components are in these 2 papers. After taking me around 1 hours cutting out and gluing those components, I finally got myself a rare bush dog!!! Ta da!!
The picture on the left side is the sample model from Yamaha company website. Does it look alike as mine above? Hehe, I know the sample one more colourful as they use color papers. I plan to sharpen up my skill with just white paper model first, and then move towards to more colourful and sophisticated type one :) Hope that with this finished model, it will give me some confidence for more complicated model in future ! :D Yo! Gambate!!

Creating 3D...

2005-11-23T08:58:00.000+08:00

Yeah, now I moving forward to creating myself a 3D figure. Well, of course, I begin to prepare some tools as a start. These are the tools that I prepare, gum, cutting mat, wood stick and pen knife.

After some struggling, finally come out some components. Guess what? I am making myself a dog!!! Haha! Can't believe leh? But don't look down this dog, it's called Bush Dog, which is facing extinction in South America. I do not know how long it will take to finish this model, but I guess, I will use some 4 - 5 hours to finish it off. Take note that, this version of model is white in colour.
This is a close view of one of the components, guess what? Haha! it's a neck component. If you all are interested on this model, you may try this link. :)

Front cover...

2005-11-23T08:07:00.000+08:00

The pictures on the above are sketches for designing a front cover. I was helping my friends to create a front cover using just color hard papers. There are two designs I have been working on after do some researching at many places like bookstores, Internet and some crazy thoughts in my mind :p . Finally, come this 2 front cover designs.

The picture on the left side above is a dolphin in the middle of a sea with a sun shining over it at the left. This design is one of my very first thoughts to express a feeling of striving out from sea. I use the dolphin to mean that some nice people on the Earth because dolphin is one of the very few mammals in the sea which is intelligent and so-called "good and adoring" fish and has a tremendous history of helping mankind out of danger.

The picture on the right side above is some bamboos growing up. Well, this design come out while I was at Popular bookstore near my place. I came across this one when I was flipping around some of the papercraft books. It stunned me as the design is so simple yet so meaningful. At first, I don't how to describe in words of my feeling on this design as soon as I find this design is fullfilling my expectation. This design of bamboos is mainly in green colour which mean "qing" in chinese words indicating youngster nowadays. I put 3 bamboos from young to old, three kinds to show three main phases of life, young, middle and old age. While a person is at young age, he/she is flexible yet fragile. In constrast, while a person is at old age, he/she is no more flexible yet strong and hard.

Finally, I chose the bamboos design as I find out that usage of papers are much more less compare than dolpin design. Hehe, the design took me around 3 hours to finish, from cutting to organizing and finally gluing all the components together. Though it's not that perfect as I use wrong background color, it should be yellow in background, however, it gives me some satisfaction finishing it. :)

Isn't it cool ?

2005-10-11T13:55:00.000+08:00

Recently, I have been doing some observation on 3D paper modelling. One day, I came across this model of EVA 01. I can't believe that it's made by paper only. More to explore in this link : 3dpapermodel

Drawing inside out...

2005-09-30T16:15:00.000+08:00

Just find out this great flash... from bones to clothes...

The happiness...

2005-09-15T10:06:00.000+08:00

Just found out this from a forwarded email. Ponder on it...

Hi Friends,

Something to really reflect on. May happiness be with you always.

The story of happiness

Once upon a time, there lived a kind hearted man. After he died, he
ascend into the heavens and became an angel. After becoming an angel, he
often comes down to earth and help those to attain happiness.

Once, he met a farmer who was sulking. He told the angel that his bull
just died and he couldn't plough the fields. The angel gave the farmer a
healthy bull. The farmer was very happy and the angel could feel his
happiness.

Another time, he met a young man who was despondent. He told the angel
that he was robbed of his money and couldn't travel to his hometown. The
angel gave him some money. The young man was very happy and the angel
could feel his happiness.

This time, the angel met a poet. He was young, handsome and full of
talent. He was also rich. His wife was pretty and gentle. But he
declared he wasn't happy.

The angel asked, "You aren't happy. How can I help you?"

The poet replied, "I have everything. But I lack only one thing. Can you
give it to me?"

To which the angel happily said, "Sure. I can give you anything you
desired."

The poet stared right into the angel's eyes, "I want happiness."

"All right," the angel nodded. And the angel proceed to take away
everything the poet possessed.

The angel took away the poet's talent, destroyed his looks, robbed his
riches and killed his wife. The angel then left for heaven.

A month later, the angel appeared in front of the poet. The poet was
lying on the ground, half dead, hungry and struggling for survival.

The angel then returned him everything he once possessed and left for
heaven again.

Two weeks later, the angel paid a visit to the poet. This time, the
poet, together with his wife, thanked the angel profusely. He finally
found happiness.

Often, a person need to lose everything before he know how to cherish.
Actually, happiness is right in front of you.

Just what is happiness?
When you are hungry, a bowl of hot noodle in front of you is happiness.
When you are tired, a soft bed is happiness.
When you are crying, a gentle tissue is happiness.

Actually, happiness has no definition. Sometimes, small actions can
touch your heart. Happiness or not, depends on how you look at it.

Do you have a secret ?

2005-09-13T08:34:00.000+08:00

Haha! This morning I just found out a pretty funny yet abit horrified website called 2secret.com. I am not sure whether the stories inside are true or not but it has surely made me laugh until I roll on the floor :D. Do you have a secret yourself but dunno where to tell? Try this website and let me know when you have posted something, hehe! :)

Flightplan and my favourite actress...

2005-09-09T08:31:00.000+08:00

Flightplan, this movie's main actress is Jodie Foster!! My favourite actress :D She caught my attention when I watched 'Silence of the Lamb' and 'Contact'. Phew!! She is really a good actress and very pretty as well!! Do you know that while she was studying in university, there were two guys who were willing to prove their love to her by attempting to kill the president of US ?! How deadly attractiveness she has on man at that time...

Ok ok, let's come back to this movie. As we all know, Jodie Foster last movie that I can recall is 'Contact' in 1997. 8 years later, she comes out with the movie 'Flightplan'. I have seen the trailer myself and for my opinion, I can expect the excitement and thrilling feeling from the movie. The story behind the movie is simple and I guess I will find no difficult time to find out what happens in the movie. I would recommend to all moviegoers to have a watch on this movie!! :)

Special dedication for our MNC Idol...

2005-09-06T17:55:00.000+08:00

Welcome!! MNC Idol is born in my company!!! :D

The new feelings...

2005-09-04T09:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night, I discovered something which is considered very important to me. The first thing is I felt like I have been reborned again. All this time, I felt myself like a candle that needs to be lighted. And the problem here is my heart is still not yet lighted. I was unable to set a goal myself which should give me a drive to live on this life. Thus, I decided to let my inner self be lighted to regain all the necessary feelings and confidence back to true myself and then set a goal for my journey. It's not very easy task, I know. I'm not sure whether there will be somebody to accompany me to walk with me in this journey but I know one thing, this is not a critical issue, my mindset has to be set properly. Just go on...

Photo...

2005-09-04T01:19:00.000+08:00

Today I see a photo with a group of people inside, I feel sad, do not know why...

Demonstration...

2005-09-02T14:26:00.000+08:00

This is my university friend who wishes to be CEO, got alot of people want him as CEO...

Drum drum ...

2005-09-02T08:38:00.000+08:00

Found this flash which is quite nice and cute. One of the attractive points about this flash is they use heads to hit the drum which I find that it's interesting...

The final cut...

2005-08-28T00:14:00.000+08:00

Tonight, I just watch a movie called "The Final Cut" whose actor is Robin Williams. Before I watch this DVD, I thought that the movie would be nice but it put me into disappointment instead. Firstly, the idea of this movie is nice which talks about a "cutter" who scans trough one's life with implanted device and organise those images from that implant into a good storyline of one's entire life, but the storyline of this movie is very bad. Well, I would not recommend for those Robin Williams big fans to buy this movie because it's not worth. This is the company EYE Tech in the movie which is responsible to implant for recording one's entire life.

Anyway, this is not the main point. The idea of other people looking into others life forces me to think alot. Let's just imagine that if someone knows that he or she is implanted and would he or she be more cautious in entire life? This would look like a restriction but I think at the end it would help the person much towards more healthier life. Thus, personally I think that this movie is not good, however, it inspires me alot that, though someone may never know what bad things you have done but someone who is almighty like GOD would know it and of course, YOU would know it too...

2005-08-27T11:08:00.000+08:00

Another close observation to this padi field...

2005-08-27T11:07:00.000+08:00

Each bead of this padi is precious to us...

2005-08-27T11:04:00.000+08:00

My car under a tree with green padi field on both sides...

2005-08-27T11:02:00.000+08:00

Another great wide green padi field, make me feel that I am so small compare to this padi field...

2005-08-27T10:59:00.000+08:00

Small pond with some lotus plantation...

2005-08-27T10:54:00.000+08:00

I took picture of this padi field in Sekinchan, a very beautiful place. GREEN~~!

Restarting, the never ending story...

2005-08-26T09:49:00.000+08:00

Today I wake up at the early morning and reach at the company at around 7am, making me so sleepy and chilled. This kind of event has happenned for few months liao, I think someone should do some improvement on our software part to reduce some inconvenience way of refreshing our softwares which is indirectly causing some unnecessary waste of money and of course, precious amount of time. If not, this story will be going on like this infinitely which I really dislike about... :(

Cruel fact from realization...

2005-08-25T16:10:00.000+08:00

After so long time, today I realize that I have not recovered yet, damn!! How am I going to live with this through my life? OMG...

Old friend from MMU...

2005-08-25T09:29:00.000+08:00

Chat with an old friend from MMU this morning, it brings up alot or memory from old days. I can not stop my mind which keeps popping up those images from old times, kinda scared to read those images...

Colleague's story...

2005-08-24T11:18:00.000+08:00

Just heard an amazing story from one of my colleagues, make me think alot and do some self-reflection on things that I do currently...

I bet you don't want to be spied...

2005-08-24T08:43:00.000+08:00

Found by my teammate Leongz, I post this cool flash, turn on your sound and be spyman!!! yeah!!!

School holiday that helps...

2005-08-24T08:38:00.000+08:00

The school holidays help me alot, I can wake up not so early and drive to work with less traffic jam. Though only last for about 1 week, I can sleep late liao, "suang si leh"~~!

Not available...?

2005-08-23T09:45:00.001+08:00

It's me (8/22/2005 5:42:00 PM): john, ur babe online
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:42:11 PM): enough la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:42:17 PM): not bored meh?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:42:23 PM): want u wanted?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:42:29 PM):
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:42:45 PM): is you taste, doesnt mean my taste
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:42:47 PM): k
It's me (8/22/2005 5:43:01 PM): haha, y so gan zeong?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:43:29 PM): not gen jiong
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:43:33 PM): enought for the joke
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:43:36 PM): first
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:43:38 PM): he is not my taste
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:43:40 PM): 2rd
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:43:45 PM): i not available anymore
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:43:46 PM): ok
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:43:52 PM): u take other single to joke la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:43:53 PM): ok
It's me (8/22/2005 5:44:07 PM): oh? u not avalaible? sure boh?
It's me (8/22/2005 5:44:18 PM): show show ur gf pic leh
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:45:29 PM): nbo need
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:45:33 PM): \just dun joke again la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:45:36 PM): u not bored
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:45:37 PM): i bored la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:45:39 PM): really
It's me (8/22/2005 5:45:59 PM): tot u happy ma
It's me (8/22/2005 5:46:09 PM): everyone seems happy for u wo
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:47:24 PM): not la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:47:45 PM): i thought u joke for while
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:47:48 PM): but too long liao
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:47:50 PM): u not boreD?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:48:00 PM): u like teacher
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:48:01 PM): u go la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:48:05 PM): not me
It's me (8/22/2005 5:48:43 PM): no wo, i see teacher happy seeing u wo
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:55:00 PM): i CAN said I SEE U KEEP SMILE WHEN SEEING TEACHER la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:55:10 PM): u like u liker la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:55:12 PM): u go la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:55:14 PM): aiyoo
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:55:23 PM): tolong dun bring 'john' liao
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:55:27 PM): begging.. u la
It's me (8/22/2005 5:55:55 PM): unless...
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:57:29 PM): ok?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:57:36 PM): xien liao
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:57:41 PM): u like, u shoiuld go la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:57:49 PM): y simply bring up my name
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:57:52 PM): right?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:57:53 PM): aiyo[
It's me (8/22/2005 5:58:47 PM): every1 seems happy wo,
It's me (8/22/2005 5:59:00 PM): teacher also happy, u can c urself , rite?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 5:59:57 PM): TOLD U
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:00:02 PM): U NOT XIEN
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:00:05 PM): I FEEL XIEN LIAO
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:00:07 PM): OK?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:00:14 PM): IF U FEEL HAPPY
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:00:16 PM): NOT MINE
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:00:16 PM): PLS
It's me (8/22/2005 6:00:41 PM): haha, eh, u got gf ar? can show pic or not?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:00:50 PM): GOT OR NOT
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:01:02 PM): I SUKA LA
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:01:13 PM): i think
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:01:24 PM): we can switch to other whoc like teacher one
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:01:25 PM): but
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:01:29 PM): defintiely not me
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:01:30 PM):
It's me (8/22/2005 6:01:43 PM): eh, u say u got gf one
It's me (8/22/2005 6:01:48 PM): dun pien lang lar
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:01:52 PM): HEHHEHE
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:01:56 PM): DUN KNOPW LEH
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:02:04 PM): y u so concern leh?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:02:06 PM): got or not
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:02:16 PM): y u so care leh?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:02:20 PM): dun talk this la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:02:21 PM): pls
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:02:31 PM): just want to tell
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:02:40 PM): thank for yours joke and help
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:02:45 PM): i m not the one to be
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:02:46 PM):
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:02:50 PM): can switch to other
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:02:55 PM): u like teahcer?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:03:02 PM): is not my taste le
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:03:05 PM): u taste?
It's me (8/22/2005 6:03:11 PM): show ur gf pic,
It's me (8/22/2005 6:03:16 PM): dun kedekut leh
It's me (8/22/2005 6:03:24 PM): i know u got geh
It's me (8/22/2005 6:03:26 PM): show leh
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:03:56 PM):
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:04:02 PM): Y NOT SHOW UR ?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:04:04 PM): oh
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:04:07 PM): y always me
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:04:13 PM): u can see chau chang 1
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:04:15 PM): ask chau change
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:04:25 PM): MNC gor many guys for u to ask and check la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:04:30 PM): not me la pls
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:04:30 PM):
It's me (8/22/2005 6:04:36 PM): u hav top prioty ma
It's me (8/22/2005 6:04:55 PM): u know u so important to us ar?
It's me (8/22/2005 6:05:12 PM): eat rice eat porridge pun depend on u
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:05:55 PM): wei enouhg la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:06:00 PM): joke cant exceed
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:06:07 PM): ok?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:06:15 PM): u want make me upset?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:07:24 PM):
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:07:25 PM): ok
It's me (8/22/2005 6:07:53 PM): if u want upset, then wat to do? u never show ur gf pic
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:07:54 PM): ok la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:07:56 PM): dun play liao
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:08:09 PM): u take othetr to ask la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:08:12 PM): not me k
It's me (8/22/2005 6:08:16 PM): y not u?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:08:29 PM): u can ask chin meng
It's me (8/22/2005 6:08:37 PM): i mean the sequence of asking is not important
It's me (8/22/2005 6:09:20 PM): the important thing is if u first show ur gf pic, sure other will admire u one
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:10:06 PM): wat mean ?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:10:07 PM): ???
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:10:16 PM): admire?
It's me (8/22/2005 6:11:28 PM): hard to explain here, if u show, then u wil get wat i mean here
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:12:42 PM): "sure other will admire u one", wat mean by this line?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:12:54 PM): "sure other will admire u one", wat mean by this line?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:13:01 PM): ?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:13:04 PM): sidnt get wat u talk
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:13:07 PM): but
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:13:14 PM): if want joke
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:13:17 PM): take othet topic lo
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:13:28 PM): dun keep say me and the java tutor
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:13:32 PM): i really feel not well
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:13:41 PM): from sincere
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:13:44 PM): really
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:13:47 PM): hope u understand
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:13:48 PM): sorry
It's me (8/22/2005 6:14:06 PM): okoklah, but if i accidently say ur name out, and the teacher smile then it's my fault ar
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:14:20 PM):
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:14:27 PM): u suka teacher?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:14:28 PM): i know
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:14:33 PM): tell la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:14:35 PM): we bioth know
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:14:38 PM): i wont say out
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:14:44 PM): the teacher will smile for anyone
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:14:46 PM): not only me
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:14:47 PM):
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:14:52 PM): because she saw us funny play
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:14:56 PM): who also will laugh la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:14:57 PM): ok
It's me (8/22/2005 6:15:00 PM): no use if u say so, no one believe one, coz every1 know tat i hav nothing to do with this one
It's me (8/22/2005 6:15:22 PM): dun believe? ask every1 here, who likes who?
It's me (8/22/2005 6:15:34 PM): i am innocent one
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:21:21 PM): do i told u I LIKE TEACHER?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:21:23 PM): PLS GUIDW
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:21:28 PM): i want aak u serirousl;y now
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:21:30 PM): do i told u I LIKE TEACHER?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:21:55 PM): i cant takwe this joke 1
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:21:56 PM): ok?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:22:00 PM): while is ok
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:22:03 PM): dun keep continue
It's me (8/22/2005 6:22:12 PM): but how u explain when we speak ur name, teacher smile one?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:22:31 PM): TEACH ER SAMILE?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:22:47 PM): BECAUSE I EMBRASSED ma, when u said out my name,
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:22:51 PM): when i said out ur name
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:22:55 PM): teacher LAUGH even
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:23:01 PM): then i mai said
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:23:04 PM): teacher LIKE U lo
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:23:04 PM): aiuo
It's me (8/22/2005 6:24:16 PM): sure boh? hai.. ur ear got problem liao
It's me (8/22/2005 6:24:20 PM): cannot blame u
It's me (8/22/2005 6:24:51 PM): i know ccleong know, ccmeng know leesa know every1 know teacher smile of u
It's me (8/22/2005 6:27:10 PM): eh, gtg liao, next time show ur gf pic,and i wll show mine ok?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:32:34 PM): TEACHER SMILE OF ME BECAUSE MY STUPID LOOK MA
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:32:37 PM): AIYO
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:32:52 PM): ENOUGH LIAO LA
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:32:56 PM): K
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:33:29 PM): takke other 'siao chou' for joke fun la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:33:35 PM): dun take me laio...ok
It's me (8/22/2005 6:34:57 PM): oklor, then if u bring ur pic gf , then i will definitely not say ur name anymore!!!
It's me (8/22/2005 6:35:00 PM): i promise!!
It's me (8/22/2005 6:35:01 PM):
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:36:51 PM): tired
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:36:59 PM): u ask steven to bnring la
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:37:10 PM): y u so concern i gotr gf or not?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:37:15 PM): i confuse
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:37:26 PM): mnc still got many guys u can concern on
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:37:34 PM): ask u dun take me a joke toy lo
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:37:41 PM): u still want to do tat?
It's me (8/22/2005 6:41:09 PM): u know wat, seeing ur gf pc is not a wrong thing to do,
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:41:24 PM): ???
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:41:28 PM): other leh ?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:41:29 PM): aiyo
It's me (8/22/2005 6:41:33 PM): i am sure tat every1 will be very happy to see u know?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:41:36 PM): u can pick u gf phot to us also
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:41:37 PM): when?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:41:49 PM): y not every will happy to see UR GF PIC?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:41:52 PM): y me?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:41:55 PM): nonsense
It's me (8/22/2005 6:46:23 PM): oklah, btw u got urself a blog?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:46:37 PM):
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:46:40 PM): wat is BLOG?
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:46:41 PM): wah
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:46:47 PM): u r english i didnt get
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:46:48 PM): sometinme
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:46:50 PM): so deep
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:46:53 PM): blog is ?
It's me (8/22/2005 6:47:23 PM): haha, http://ccmeng833.blogspot.com/
It's me (8/22/2005 6:47:35 PM): like a web space to put all ur tots into it
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:48:00 PM): dun have qwo
It's me (8/22/2005 6:48:12 PM): ok, it's fun to have urself a blog
It's me (8/22/2005 6:48:15 PM): gtg liao
It's me (8/22/2005 6:48:17 PM): tata!!
Long Chai (8/22/2005 6:48:24 PM): l;et me view st

The avoider...

2005-08-23T09:29:00.000+08:00

Hehehe! This is a coool flash game that I encounter. Play play lar if you feel bored.

Talkie Talkie section...

2005-08-23T08:06:00.000+08:00

At last, I have managed to put the chatbox look-alike as my new section called "Talkie Talkie". Everyone is welcomed to put their thoughts, suggestion or any other that they like. Hopefully, can make this blog more interactive abit. :D

True words from true friend...

2005-08-22T18:35:00.000+08:00

I feel that your imagine come from your negative mind. For me life can like pocket and this pocket don't have hole but it have rules. It can't keep a person or material or things we like. It just can keep memories and our sin and good deed. A man dead what he can bring? You can feel your life 's pocket have a hole and you feel no matter what you do you never able to get what you want. This is a good reflection. And if you able to see the positive side your heart have alarm you on what you have done to your life. I feel the same like you before. All these sorrow and desperate feeling come from our first intention to do something. I realized this when I just start my first work.

I always want to have good feedback or something from what I done. I try my best in my work hoping to have a good appraisal from my boss. I try my best doing **** work for Bao Zhu Jie to regain her trust to me. I even help the person I love in everything he do hope one day he will fall in love with me. All these hurt me a lot when. My boss not provide good appraisal to me but take advantage to the work I done. He inform his superior all is done by himself but if have any mistakes then he will say that is my fault. I do everything for Bao Zhu Jie end up she left *** ****** without telling me. I concrete all my love to the man I love end up he fall in love with my
closest friend but not me.

All this is my true experience I feel very sad. I cried many times. Till one day when I attend CY2 Teacher Chu said all sad comes most from a negative mind and negative deed. I feel enlighten and understand. All because my first intention to do something is wrong and negative that's why I feel hurt.

If I do my best in my work because that is my responsibility although my boss treat me badly at least I have done my best. If I try my best in **** work because I do it for **** and to fulfil my
responsibility then I wouldn't feel hurt if somebody left or misunderstand me. If I love someone with unconditional love then no matter how they treat me I will not change my mind to love them. Same as how **** love her.

These are my true words. Maybe you think then what we get for all the afford we contribute. I think that too. The present will not able to see from own eyes. The feeling of joy and peace in heart is priceless.

And you know what **** even give me more than what I deed. She gives me good working environment now. She gives me more wisdom in **** Works. She even gives me a good future husband. Ha! Hence, from eyes see like we rugi but actually we are in great " Xing Fu" happiness.

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Those are the words from one of my true friends. I am lucky and grateful to hear those word, sincerely.

The name Ikari Shinji...

2005-08-22T16:50:00.000+08:00

I do not just simply take name "Ikari Shinji" as my alias name in the Internet. There is a reason that I want this name as my Internet identification. The name is from a boy from the animation movie called "Neon Genesis Evangelion" which the story about fighting the Angels to protect entire mankind. He pilot a robot called Unit01 which is purple in color and always be in a dillemma called "Hedgehog Dillemma" which is in kinda way that similiar to my current situation here. Thus, that's how I got my alias name here. :)

The beginning...

2005-08-21T14:01:00.000+08:00

After seeing so many friends' blogs, I began to believe that the current blog which I have now is not having flexibility as I thought. Thus, I wanna shift over here liao as I can have my own freedom to put anything I want in this blog space. Bye bye lah blogs.friendster!!! :D